Bittersweet and tearful

[ephraimjohn]

I've finally lost it. I no longer know where I end and the cliche begins. A great night, and a terrible night, all wrapped up in an amphetamine and alcohol packet. Some people were lovely. No, not some, most. Speshal props to Mr Manby for the lift home, however guilty it made me feel; Mr Barrett for the politico argument, and toxicpixie for remembering who the hell I was. Composure crumbled like the walls of Jericho at the sound of the horn of honest opinion. It also seems that I owe the Omega crew a massive apology. I was misinformed, and feel terrible about it now. Was lovely to see kneeshooter, nyarbaggytep, quondam, and mrcook, as ever. I was a bit disappointed at some of those who weren't out, but then I'd have known that they wouldn't be about if I'd been paying attention. I hope that Mr Rob had a lovely evening, cos it was his birthday celebrations. I wish that I could have a normal conversation, just the once. Certainly that never happened tonight. Why do I feel the need to post when this banjaxed? Mebbe someone one day will hold these posts up as zeitgeist. More likely, they'll be held up for ridicule. If i ever actually deleted posts this one would be first against the wall... but I don't... so it won't... Hey ho...

Comments

[cookwitch.livejournal.com]

Are you coming to London any time soon sweetheart? If you do, let me know, you sound as if you need to be looked after or at least bought a Very Large Drink or two.

Here if you need anything. Just holler.

[sixtine.livejournal.com]

I can think of nothing you need to apologise for.

[toxicpixie.livejournal.com]

Pleasure to see you out; Apologies for not wandering over more!

Nathan, The Toxic Pixie

You know what you need......?

[lupercal.livejournal.com]

A healthy dose of Latin Authurian Concept Rawk in a Man'O'War Stylee... Now! dagnammit!


Oh and no need for guilt. It's all good. ;)

[mrcook.livejournal.com]

Mate, it was good to see you as always.
Don't go convincing yourself that you can't have normal conversations, as (contrary to your beliefs) people DO enjoy spending time with you.

Remember: If your feeling down there's no need to kick yourself and add to the problem.

[pax-draconis.livejournal.com]

Tish and pish. You did not

a) make a hopeless ass of yourself after yet again disregarding the safety warnings on a bottle of Aftershock;
b) expose your arse to Waterloo Road;
c) have a thirty minute conversation about blowjob technique;

I am guily of two of the above three. I think you're ahead of the evening on points.