Bittersweet and tearful

[ephraimjohn]

I've finally lost it. I no longer know where I end and the cliche begins. A great night, and a terrible night, all wrapped up in an amphetamine and alcohol packet. Some people were lovely. No, not some, most. Speshal props to Mr Manby for the lift home, however guilty it made me feel; Mr Barrett for the politico argument, and toxicpixie for remembering who the hell I was. Composure crumbled like the walls of Jericho at the sound of the horn of honest opinion. It also seems that I owe the Omega crew a massive apology. I was misinformed, and feel terrible about it now. Was lovely to see kneeshooter, nyarbaggytep, quondam, and mrcook, as ever. I was a bit disappointed at some of those who weren't out, but then I'd have known that they wouldn't be about if I'd been paying attention. I hope that Mr Rob had a lovely evening, cos it was his birthday celebrations. I wish that I could have a normal conversation, just the once. Certainly that never happened tonight. Why do I feel the need to post when this banjaxed? Mebbe someone one day will hold these posts up as zeitgeist. More likely, they'll be held up for ridicule. If i ever actually deleted posts this one would be first against the wall... but I don't... so it won't... Hey ho...